I sleep late yesterday night, well, it was better to say that I sleep in the morning. Around 6something. I was chatting with Sook wei the whole night, we talked more than usually we met in zanmai. We gossips about peoples and also sharing feelings to each other. =)
When I wake up it was already 1pm in the afternoon, stomach was not feeling well due to the first day of having period. So I continue sleep until dinner time, went to shower and start sitting in front of my laptop. Finally register sponsor by Nuffnang, it decided quite a long time but dont have the time to register.
Tonight will be a bad night, I'm currently very emo. Thinking of someone, someone who never understand my feelings and never notice my existance. It could says that I'm not so important at all in his life. well, my mistake stepping inside his world. My fault brings so much of troubles, and of cause my wrong for making so many misunderstanding. Maybe you just dont care about anythings about me but I do care about you. Finally, the feelings are getting down. Not so serious anymore, not so suffering anymore, not crying anymore for some hopeless possibility. It will end, it will. No matter what's going to happen in the future, times will continue moving and I will move on to fullfill my wishes by my ownself. Guilty and regret will not happen anymore and I will not control like a puppet. I'm happy or sad, in your heart will not effect at all. What for I'm continue torturing myself because of you.
Maybe I should transfer, maybe I really need a new environment. Without you.
Existence is no longer important right?
You have so much opportunity in your life, have so many peoples continue making you happy.
Yes, you should happy and I should leave.
I have decided. No more. End story.
P/S: Wish to see panda.
*I hope you will bring me to every places that you have promise me. Dear panda.*
When I wake up it was already 1pm in the afternoon, stomach was not feeling well due to the first day of having period. So I continue sleep until dinner time, went to shower and start sitting in front of my laptop. Finally register sponsor by Nuffnang, it decided quite a long time but dont have the time to register.
Tonight will be a bad night, I'm currently very emo. Thinking of someone, someone who never understand my feelings and never notice my existance. It could says that I'm not so important at all in his life. well, my mistake stepping inside his world. My fault brings so much of troubles, and of cause my wrong for making so many misunderstanding. Maybe you just dont care about anythings about me but I do care about you. Finally, the feelings are getting down. Not so serious anymore, not so suffering anymore, not crying anymore for some hopeless possibility. It will end, it will. No matter what's going to happen in the future, times will continue moving and I will move on to fullfill my wishes by my ownself. Guilty and regret will not happen anymore and I will not control like a puppet. I'm happy or sad, in your heart will not effect at all. What for I'm continue torturing myself because of you.
Maybe I should transfer, maybe I really need a new environment. Without you.
Existence is no longer important right?
You have so much opportunity in your life, have so many peoples continue making you happy.
Yes, you should happy and I should leave.
I have decided. No more. End story.
P/S: Wish to see panda.
*I hope you will bring me to every places that you have promise me. Dear panda.*
1 comments:
dun think soo much la...
tomorrow will b better...
:)
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